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Breast Cancer. The sun is shining and you're tacking
along over a great water when suddenly the wind drops. The sun
scrambles to seek refuge behind the clouds like a pompous coward
and leaves you to fend for yourself. Jumping to your feet you
grasp the edge of the cabin knowing that you have to get to
those ropes as quickly as you can. Reality is upon you. If the
sails aren't lowered and you cannot turn into the wind nothing
much will help (Carol J. Hinkley Thompson © 9/98)."
I Just Want To Be
© Ashley
Townsend June, 2000
Well,
then, what is that full feeling, I asked the radiologist. I was now
sounding like an echo, but not in my head, in my heart. "Its became much
worse when I was put on "the patch (Estrogen)" after my thyroid was
removed almost two years ago—so I quit using it." This was the second
time I had seen this radiologist, and the fourth time I asked her for a
second objective reading. No, I did not have any symptoms, or so I
thought. She told me that I knew too much, or "you are just
anxious because you think your siblings cancer may affect you, too." You
bet—I
lost my two younger siblings to cancer at the ages of twenty-five and
nineteen. The last time, I told Lady Doctor that another breast
radiologist at her institution had offered to read the mammogram, in
fact, perform it for me, but she didn’t think that was necessary.
Less than a year later a breast surgeon was
telling me to "consult an attorney." Oh, I did, indeed, as sick as I
was, I didn’t want other women to ever go through this hell on earth.
Little did I know but there is a glitch in the law that tries to talk
patients out of a jury trial and that other physicians have to concur
that your life expectancy was definitely shortened by the delayed
diagnosis, not changed, body parts lost, not irreversibly harmed, only
shortened. That cannot be proven within the first two years after
diagnosis, because breastcancer is multi-centric, and every woman must
be vigilant, and prepare for metastasis (spreading of the original
breast cancer).
Later, I must admit, I had thoughts of how their
lives could be irreversibly changed but go on nonetheless. They haven’t
lived their lifetimes yet. That came at a time when I knew that I could
only focus on my next step: that which would give me the greatest
potential for health and recovery.
But, it never has escaped my mind nor my heart
that not one of those physicians would stand still and let me inject my
live cancer cells into their mammary glands and want to wait two years
or more and then tell me if there had been a change in their lives.
Certainly not all physicians, but the greater number couldn’t permit
their minds to even consider such a reality. We lack common sense in the
medical profession.
Website content 1998-biography
Brochure: PROJECT: ABANDONED MOTHER & CHILD, Dallas, TX. |
Book Review. Publ. State of Texas, Childcare Consultation & Training, 365
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