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Breast Cancer. The sun is shining and you're tacking along over a great water when suddenly the wind drops. The sun scrambles to seek refuge behind the clouds like a pompous coward and leaves you to fend for yourself. Jumping to your feet you grasp the edge of the cabin knowing that you have to get to those ropes as quickly as you can. Reality is upon you. If the sails aren't lowered and you cannot turn into the wind nothing much will help (Carol J. Hinkley Thompson © 9/98)."

 I Just Want To Be                                                     

 © Ashley Townsend June, 2000

    Well, then, what is that full feeling, I asked the radiologist. I was now sounding like an echo, but not in my head, in my heart. "Its became much worse when I was put on "the patch (Estrogen)" after my thyroid was removed almost two years ago—so I quit using it." This was the second time I had seen this radiologist, and the fourth time I asked her for a second objective reading. No, I did not have any symptoms, or so I thought. She told me that I knew too much, or "you are just anxious because you think your siblings cancer may affect you, too." You betI lost my two younger siblings to cancer at the ages of twenty-five and nineteen. The last time, I told Lady Doctor that another breast radiologist at her institution had offered to read the mammogram, in fact, perform it for me, but she didn’t think that was necessary.

    Less than a year later a breast surgeon was telling me to "consult an attorney." Oh, I did, indeed, as sick as I was, I didn’t want other women to ever go through this hell on earth. Little did I know but there is a glitch in the law that tries to talk patients out of a jury trial and that other physicians have to concur that your life expectancy was definitely shortened by the delayed diagnosis, not changed, body parts lost, not irreversibly harmed, only shortened. That cannot be proven within the first two years after diagnosis, because breastcancer is multi-centric, and every woman must be vigilant, and prepare for metastasis (spreading of the original breast cancer).

    Later, I must admit, I had thoughts of how their lives could be irreversibly changed but go on nonetheless. They haven’t lived their lifetimes yet. That came at a time when I knew that I could only focus on my next step: that which would give me the greatest potential for health and recovery.

    But, it never has escaped my mind nor my heart that not one of those physicians would stand still and let me inject my live cancer cells into their mammary glands and want to wait two years or more and then tell me if there had been a change in their lives. Certainly not all physicians, but the greater number couldn’t permit their minds to even consider such a reality. We lack common sense in the medical profession.

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